Across The Water

by Lauren Pham

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Music & Lyrics by Lauren Pham

Art by Hoang Nguyen
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Bass performed by Brandon Fansher
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Drums performed by Jeremy Stacy
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Mixing by Anthony Russo
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lyrics

I'm searchin' for the reason why
I let myself fall down again
But it's so clear, so black and white
When I burned through my own thread

From day to night, I tried to change
I thought that I was doing better
Put out my light so you would stay
'Cause I believed in your forever

So I let go, parts of me
Only just to end up empty
I don't know what, to do and I can't help

Throwin' rocks across the water, makin' wishes on the stars
Trying just to understand the hole inside my heart
Can I replace the pieces lost?
I have to give it my best shot
I’ve gotta find me again (I’ve gotta find me again)
I’ve gotta find me again to be who I wanna be

Too much of this, too much of that
Is what you always said to me
Too much in love, and so attached
I threw away my reasoning

Did I do right, did I do wrong?
I had lost all clarity
But in the end it was my fault
I was my own worst enemy

And I let go, parts of me
‘Cause I made myself feel guilty
I don't know what, to do and I can't help

Throwin' rocks across the water, makin' wishes on the stars
Trying just to understand the hole inside my heart
Can I replace the pieces lost?
I have to give it my best shot
I've gotta find me again (I’ve gotta find me again)
I've gotta find me again to be who I wanna be

Don’t lose your way
Or you’ll be lookin’ at yourself
Through the eyes of someone else

Don’t change your heart
‘Cause you are enough
You just have to get up
(Yeah I’ve gotta wake up)

And now I’m throwin’

Rocks across the water, screamin’ “thank you” to the stars
‘Cause now I’ve come to understand to just embrace my heart
I finally found the pieces lost
The light was dim but never gone
I found myself again (I found myself again)
I found myself again and I know who I wanna be

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released July 12, 2020

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